memendam perasaan

bgini rasanya memendam perasaan kepada seseorang.. @};- tiap hari kita hanya ktemu beberapa detik, saling pandang tanpa arti, lalu berpisah. di saat2 gwe bengong gwe akan slalu me-rewind “2 jam bersama angel” di kepala gwe. 2 jam ga terlupakan di pulau itu. hanya kita berlima: me, her, my camera, the bridge en the sea…

god. gwe ga pernah seterus terang ini menulis ttg dia. kale gwe dah di ambang batas menahan perasaan. it’s been 2 weeks and still… listening of jamiraquai:

“…this can never really end
it’s infinitely sad
can someeone tell me when
something good became so bad
so if you have a cure
to me would u please send
a picture of my life
with a letter telling how
it should really be instead…”